New Stuff...

Just got my contact lenses today, took 15 min to learn how to put em on.. This fucker at the optics say my specs veri blur... so i tell him its becos i used to go "Chiong Sua with them". He ask me wat i drive bike izzit?? Knn must be foreigner... i shoot him in the face say is really take rifle and run up the hill... He pai seh..

Day 7

7 days has passed... many things have happened... not sure why but seems like really alot of events took place within a single week... Little tell tale signs she is doing well.. seem like the new companion is quite a charmer... Nevertheless hopefully at day 10.. i would be more or less back to my usual self.. except without someone to hold and give my attention to... Keeping myself occupied is not an easy feat... requires lots of assistance from people around me...

A shout out of gratitudes

I wanna thank all the people who gave me encouragement and concern when i needed it the most.
Especially the buffaloes in my office.. its been quite a crazy week. all the late nite office madness and not so wonderful translation websites...

Theft!!!

2 cases of Stolen Ipod Touch.... who is the cultprit... can we get him?? or will he out smart us?? late nite gathering today... kinda fun.. and interesting....

07/09/2009 The End

Something i nvr expected happened... it was over.. for sure i didnt see it coming... she was out for the whole sunday... i decided to call before i get to bed.. some how she seem cold and distant... so i brought up the topic.... "Seems like your not there anymore". That was wat i said..... The cruel truth came pouring thru.... so overwhelming... Her heart is no longer with me...."Ive changed" so she says... So calm and determine... she said it was over... and theres no way we could ever be together again.... im weak... i cant hold back anything at all... Another guy has aroused her curiousity.. like wat i did 2 years ago.... my time is over.... i couldnt sleep.. kept thinking how is this possible... how did this happen.... i tot i was strong enough... but my frens at work proved me wrong.. the first question of concern made me crumble... i was a wasted heap... was she feeling anything at tat moment... "Your eyes tell of sadness throughout..." tats wat 1 of them commented the moment he saw me.... i cant help it... a big part of me is gone.. broken and wounded... i sat around doing nothing... an attempt to get some air ended in me weeping like a wuss... they tell me its not worth it... but they are not me..... I bumped into someone unexpectedly.... she was her project mate.... asked me how are the 2 of us doing..... i did not lie... she asked me why.... i cannot give her a complete reply.... i think im crazy... i had a hope tat she would be at my place... waiting for me to come back... and tell me its all a bad dream... i looked for lights in my room... i looked for slippers at the door... i looked for shoes beside the cabinet.... i hope to see her sitting there when i turn into my room.... my dream wasnt even close at all.....

It hurts so bad..Cant someone numb me before i lose my sanity.