Something i nvr expected happened... it was over.. for sure i didnt see it coming... she was out for the whole sunday... i decided to call before i get to bed.. some how she seem cold and distant... so i brought up the topic.... "Seems like your not there anymore". That was wat i said..... The cruel truth came pouring thru.... so overwhelming... Her heart is no longer with me...."Ive changed" so she says... So calm and determine... she said it was over... and theres no way we could ever be together again.... im weak... i cant hold back anything at all... Another guy has aroused her curiousity.. like wat i did 2 years ago.... my time is over.... i couldnt sleep.. kept thinking how is this possible... how did this happen.... i tot i was strong enough... but my frens at work proved me wrong.. the first question of concern made me crumble... i was a wasted heap... was she feeling anything at tat moment... "Your eyes tell of sadness throughout..." tats wat 1 of them commented the moment he saw me.... i cant help it... a big part of me is gone.. broken and wounded... i sat around doing nothing... an attempt to get some air ended in me weeping like a wuss... they tell me its not worth it... but they are not me..... I bumped into someone unexpectedly.... she was her project mate.... asked me how are the 2 of us doing..... i did not lie... she asked me why.... i cannot give her a complete reply.... i think im crazy... i had a hope tat she would be at my place... waiting for me to come back... and tell me its all a bad dream... i looked for lights in my room... i looked for slippers at the door... i looked for shoes beside the cabinet.... i hope to see her sitting there when i turn into my room.... my dream wasnt even close at all.....
It hurts so bad..Cant someone numb me before i lose my sanity.
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